Sigh,,,,, jus feeling so down... realli kinda disappointed with myself.... Something happened yesterday..... If i'm more alert n cautious, maybe things would not have turned out tis way.... but luckily nothing big happened, but i still feel bad..... haiz... keep thinking n thinking... its all in my mind... cant realli sleep well last nite too... And last nite when i drove back home, i think i was in my thoughts... so i din see properly n turned out n scratched the side of my car....haiz...gotta get scolding from my dad le.... guess everythings not going well tis few days.... jus felt down previous daes too... Was thinking abt other matters, Sometimes when u realli feel dat now suddenly now there's something for u to put yr goal towards, in a while... the goal seems unattainable..... Something is not yrs, guess it will never be..... realli tired of life.... tired of life's not going yr way when u hope it will, maybe evrything have always gone my way, n so when this setback happens, i kinda feel unhappy n feel unfair abt it, maybe i should not think abt it anymore.... i should jus forget this whole thing n jus b strong n overcome it..... And I believe I will... n I can>>>>......... And, anyway, i Must.... cos no one can help me, except myself..... siGh.... sad sad de....... :(
