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HELlo!!
I know I know...
I will b getting nagged le...
I kNow my blog's so lagging behind!!~~~
But Guess I shall write some of my updates here first!~~
And photos wil b up in the next post kays!!
Pardon my tis Long post today kays!!
Cos I guess I will have Lots to talk!! ;)

Well....
Now I guess All of u should Know...
I have left Singapore...
To pursue my Studies...
I Din go for my Final Interview for JAL...
The reason is In the end, I felt dat I had to bear responsibilty for telling my parents I wan to go study...
Sometimes in life, Sacrifices are things that one must make...
And Though i realli would love to fly...
It had came too late...
And when I saw my two cousins at their NUS graduation ceremony last week...
I feel so happy for them...
Realli so proud of them...
And during that moment, I was thinking: I want to go through this stage in my life too!!~~
I want to get a Bachelor's Degree!
To study as high as I can,,,
To achieve something great in my life!~~ :)

Hmmz...
This is a great change in me...
Realli...
Cos I din have this Thinking in me before for the past few yrs...
I had the opportunity to study two yrs ago for my degree..
But I din wan to...
Guess I was still immature & din think much for my future...
But Now, I have changed...
I want to carve a future for myself!
Not onli for myself... for my family too!!~~~
This huge step I'm taking Wil gonna change my life Forever i Think...
But i guess the beginning wil Gonna be hard...
Have to tell myself: Be Brave Ger!, Dun cry!! U can do It! B Strong!~~~

This was wat I told myself today...
When I saw the taxi, My dad was on leaving for the airport....
As I see the taxi drive away...
I could feel my tears brimming up....
But... as I wiped away my tears...
Said to myself, "I'm Now realli alone in aussie now...
I can do it... I will be independent..."
And I walked to the auditorium of my UNi to look for my new found frens...

Now to talk about the few days' happenings before I left for Melbourne~~~
6th-7th July, Fri--->Sun, was Clubbing @Dragonfly then Sistas BBQ at my place...
Me, ling, Min-ni & Hua, we went to Dragonfly on fri~~
Their Virgin trip there...
And They waited like 3hrs plus there for me....
So sorry gers!! But better late than never right?? haha~~~
They stayed till 2plus & left~~
And me partied with SW & Jo Dear~~!~~
And after dat, we even went to eat breakfast ya!!
And I reached home lIke 730am??? *dots*
Then jumped into bed & woke up 1plus!!
Cos my sistas they all coming for BBQ lo!!

We ordered BBQ catering this time!!
Cos I feel their food not bad & then we can save some of our strength ma!~~ ;)
Not I do the stuffs, but I still think for those who do MA!!
Then at 5pm...
We took the food down & wanted to start the fire...
Our poor Ling had to start it, cos All of us dun Know How to start Fire... :P
Our Fire starter ah MA, Luanie was late so cant help~~
But luckily our ROy Kor came!!! Our Saviour!! *smiles*
ANd he started the fire so Brilliantly lo!!
SO LI HAi right?? And When I saw it, i felt dat it realli need skills to set up the fire lO!!
Then starting BBq--ing all the food!!
Then later my Cutie Niece Came for a swim!!
So Happi to see her... I thot I wont be able to see her for the last time already...
Still I gOt to see her... Such A Adorable ger lo!!
I will Miss her lots too!! Realli so happi to jus hear her call me *Gu Gu!* softly to me!!
These are jus the small little things dat can make one happy!~~

The BBQ was a success!!
But the most important thing was the company I had!!
My sistas!! Luanie, ROngz, Hua, RX & Min-ni~~~~
They all stayed over at My place!!~~~(except for RX, she got to Go home)
I know they wanted to spend the last few days with me...
I realli enjoyed the few days with them lo...
TAlking, eating, drinking, watching dvd, laughing together~~~~
Its always fun with them around...
No secrets, 12yrs of frenship~~~
This buds of mine wil forever be my bestest buds!~~~
LOve U all So So much Lo!!
ANd miss U all so so muchx!!

Then the next day...
was a painful day for me~~~
A crying day for me....
The day which I finally made my decision...
And I had A good & Hard cry...
My sistas, they were there for me...
Talking to me, saw me wept & all~~~
Then later on helped me to packed my baggage also...
Thanks my dearest,... Lurve U all lots!~~~
I do cherish U all so so much!~~~~

Then Sunday nite~~~
MR SW arranged A farewell dinner for me~~~
Together with Jo dearie, Von, Josline & Colin~~~
We had our dinner at Kim's Place!!
SW said want to bring us to eat CHeese Crab!~~
HAha... this is something I haven eat before!~~~:)
We had an awesome DInner!! YUmmY!!
Thanks SO much to our AH Win!!!
Someone who Dotes on me & Jo alot!!~~ ;)
A great fren too, drives an awesome car!! Heehee~~~
I guess I'm Gonna miss His RX-8 Rides so much lo!~~~ :(
And Also Thank You for yr Flowers!! Bought ROses to cheer me Up.. Such A sweetie!
Then after dinner, we went to PartyWorld for KTV Singing!!~~
GOnna miss tis bunch of frens too!!
Miss the partying with them, the car rides, dinners together!!

Finally, the day I leave with tears dropping~~~9th July 2007~~
All my dearest were there to send me off~~~
Sistas, CMAJ, Jo dearie, VOn, ROy Kor, relatives etc~~~
And my God-ma Came at the veri last min!~~
One more min, I would not have seen her....
COs It was already Last Call~~~
It was all fine , still talking to all of them...
But when my Mom Told me, I gOt to Go already..
Its Last Call...
My heart Sank....
At tat moment do I realise, I realli have to go?
Looking at all of my loved ones...
I realli do Not have the heart to go...
But I have no choice, I have made this decision...
So I have to face it independently.
I Hugged everyone tightly~~~
Tears started when I hugged my Mommy~~~
I have never leave home( as in leaving for 1 yr) before....
I have never sat on a plane all by myself b4 too!~~
So tis is considered the first time I am doing all these...
Von told me, "gal, u are veri brave lei... U can bear to leave everything behind & go..."

Ger, I'm Not brave at all.. I have cried & felt pangs of Unwillingness... But for My future ahead, I should go.. Go for my higher studies if I have the opportunity & Get more exposure while I'm still young... This Is a tough decision to make but once I take that step, Its no looking back anymore,... No matter watever happens, I will stil face it, be it alone, I believe I Can..... :)

And here, I would like to thank U all for coming to send me~~~
Esp: Rongz they all took half day leave to make sure they can have enough time to send me.. :)
Thanks for yr pressies & handmade scrapbooks & photo albums...
I Liked them alot & they are all right in front of me, at my desk....
Everyday seeing all this pics... realli make me miss u all....
But I know behind dat Misses, U all are supporting me...
U all are my pillar of strength~~~ Muacks!!

ANd One more news!!~~
One of my baggage was apparently to be lost in Sydney Airport have BEen FOUnd!!! :)
Made me so worried for the past few days when I touched down in Melbourne LO!
My This Daddy Lo.. took Transit Flight & Did not KNow he had to go take luggage out at Sydney Airport first...
Made me so panic for the few days... Sighs..
Luckily Its Found Now, my stuff Inside means so much to me lo!!
SO So Glad!!! THank GOD!!! :)

And have been Going for orientation at School & Sorting of ROom stuffs...
Buying all the stuffs needed, food, bank accs etc...
Till today then more free cos tomolo is Weekend!! :)
Today the orientation includes a city Tour...
And I went for it~~~
Now I kNow how to travel to the city... :)
Its So So Big lo~~~
I'm gOing tomolo to explore the city again.. cos today I onli spent less than an hour in the city..
Cos I had to rush back home to receive my baggage which they wil send back to my place...
I WaN to watch HARRy POtter!! See tomOLo can Watch A Not!! :P
First time watching movies overseas.... LOL!

Well, for my accomodation, My studio room's great...
Big ENough for One person...
And Almost everything is there for me to use...
Toilet's quite big too...
WIll show u all the pics soon kays!~~~ :)
As for going to school, there's a campus bus which I can take to the Uni...
Or if I wan to walk also can, will take around 15-20mins of walking..
I will prefer to take the Bus,,,,heehee..

Well, Dat's about it for now...
its Going to be 1am now... (which is 1044pm, SG time)
I'm Going to sleep le...
Nites ppl...


Lots of Hugz & Kisses,
Deep misses,

Nes

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