My grandma passed away peacefully on Monday...
So now having wake...
But somehow, I dun feel she has gone...
She seems to be jus sleeping inside...
But at least, i know dat her suffering is gone...
She will go up to the heavens n be deity...
She will meet my grandpa and my 1st uncle who will take good care of her...
When she left, I think she knows she's leaving..
Cos when I went to check her heart beat n breathing....
It was getting weaker...
And after doing so...
We saw tears in her eyes....
And Rolling down her before chubby cheeks...
And we were so shocked...
Then after awhile, she left...
Ah ma... I know u were holding on and when u couldnt hold on anymore...
This was the way to say good bye to us...
Cos you were not concious enough to talk to us...
We know u wanted to talk and move, but u couldnt...
We know you will now be in good hands of above...
Thank you for taking care of me(tis notti ger) when young...
Will always rem you asking me n Ting to go Qi Gong with you in the wee hours in the morning...
Asking me n my cousins to Tui yr legs for you...
Always trying to talk to us even though our hokkien is not good...
Onli one regret for me is...
I wanted you to see me get 'M'.... but guess me 不珍气。 咳。
Anways, guess in life, everything's predestined...
We know we will have yr blessings...
All of us will miss u.... ah ma...
As for me...
Happi 25th birthday to me today~~~
Cant realli celebrate tis year's birthday...
But I had some early birthday dinner on the weekends...
Recieved some early birthday pressies too...
Still, am able to come back to see my ah ma...
See my loved ones and all...
To have a small secret birthday with CMAJ n partners in the wee hours on my birthday tis morning...
Getting birthday hugs from them...
Jus able to make a wish, blow candles and eat cake under the stars...
Its realli unique and My birthday has never been like this before...
Thanks my dearies...
Its the heart of those who rems my birthday and wan me to be happi...
By doing all these for me... I realli loves u all so much...
I'm contented already... *touched*
CMAJ, Thank you for making my birthday A special one...
Love u all tonnes... :)
